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I am Vhinnie, 19 years old.
I am a girl gamer. (no shit)
I will probably look at you funny when you tell a lame joke,
then say something completely sarcastic in response.
Most of the time, nobody can read me. You may think that I'm a bitch,
but (hold on to your seats)
I'M NOT. :)
Love me, hate me, who the hell cares :D
This is me and i love the way I am.
Thanks for visiting my blog.
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If you hate me just kick your ass outta here!
? vhinnie
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 Monday, November 2, 2009  @ 2:01 AM I am thoroughly depressed. And who am I to tell, when you you always say that this is my fault and I am the one who landed myself in this mess but still, you should help me in some of my problems. It is YOU that I'm supposed to lean on, not on anything or anyone else, but you are nowhere to be found and yet you have deserted me. I am alone in my pain, as you have chosen to stay away from me.
I know that we agreed not to speak of this to anyone, but I just had to--I'm sorry... what was I supposed to do? Sit all by myself and wallow in self-pity, humiliation, fear, and God knows what else? Of course I would need someone to talk to about this! Because you're not there! You say that you won't run out on me... and yet you already have.
I am struggling in so much pain right now, I don't even know how will I start. How can it be so hard for you to understand that I need you though I have failed you. Just help me through this. I can be a better person, and I promise that you won't regret having me in your life. Things are so hard for me right now.
~EMO
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Tuesday, October 6, 2009 @ 2:03 PM
After what happened in my relationship. I think that, what I want more than anything right now, is to become a BUM. I want to not go to school, with no one forcing me to go. I want to do absolutely nothing but sleep as late as I want, go out with my friends, and just be bored.
Yes, I want to be bored. I'd rather be bored at home with nothing to do than go to school and be even more bored there. The boredom that you get in school is far worse. You're already bored, then they make you think about things that you don't want to think of.
*sigh*
Summer... Oh how I wish it would come faster.
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Thursday, September 24, 2009 @ 2:10 PM
This may sound gross... but my period is KILLING me. Really killing me. I even cried 'coz of the pain, and I've been biting everyone's head off since this morning. I kept getting pissed when people tried to make small talk with me--I have no patience for that, OK? My hormones are raging!
I feel a little overwhelmed right now. School is TORTURE. So much stuff to do and I'm still so behind on everything that I need to be doing!! Damn. So so so so swamped with work! I HATE IT!
On to other less stressful topics, I haven't blogged in awhile and it's so messed up 'coz there's so much to tell and not enough time or energy (on my part) to put it all in here. So anyways, maye I'll just share my new addiction. I'm currently addicted to K-POP especially with 2ne1, Big Bang and Si Won and Hee Chul of Suju. They are so talented. Coolness. *I'll be posting their pictures soon!*
So, that's it for now, I know how pointless my post is. I'll prolly share more interesting things sooner. I promise.
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Thursday, July 30, 2009 @ 10:58 PM
It's been reeeeally long since I last blogged, hasn't it? I've been so lazy--the only site that I update frequently is my Facebook, probably 'coz playing their applications isn't as hard as typing up paragraphs about what's been happening in my life, what I've been doing, thinking, all that crap. Haha. :)It's raining right now. I can't see how bad it is because there's a curtain blocking the view outside the window and I'm too lazy to stand up to lift the curtain and check, but I can tell that it's a storm--I can hear the continous, pouding beat of the water hitting our roof, as well as the roar of the wind. I think it matches my mood perfectly.I am pissed off. I have a headache, and I am pissed off. I didn't get enough sleep, and I am pissed off. There are so many things that happened to me. But then, things that happened to me are really heavy to share. I am really lazy at the moment, too lazy that I don't even want to attend any of my classes but I really can't skip any of my classes because I will have my MIDTERM EXAMS this second week of August. *SHIT* I don't actually know what to share. I'm at lost the the moment. But, I promise if things get better I'll be updating this blog. :)
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Tuesday, July 7, 2009 @ 10:19 PM
I am a backslider and I know it. I can't believe how long I've shut You out of my life--it's been so long that I'm ashamed to ask You back into it. The past few days I've been longing to feel You again, to pour out all of my fears, anxieties, and hurts into Your loving hands, knowing that it's the only way I can be set free from my own worldly hell.
I'm ashamed of myself, Lord. I wish that I could be like those people who are strong enough to live by You and Your Word, those people who are capable of keeping their hearts lit with a never-ending spiritual fire.
I am ashamed and want to be with You again.
All For Love
by Hillsong United
Album: Look To You (2005), God He Reigns (2005)
All for love the Father gave
For only love could make a way
All for love the heavens cried
For love was crucified
Oh how many times have I broken Your heart
But still You forgive
If only I ask
And how many times have You heard me pray
Draw near to me
Everything I need is You
My beginning, my forever
Everything I need is You
Let me sing all for love
I will join the angels song
Ever holy is the Lord
King of Glory
King of all
All for a love a Saviour prayed
Abba Father have Your way
Though they know not what they do
Let the Cross draw man to You
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webmistress
You can call me vhinnie or ine.
m0lecule is my most frequently used IGN.
I'm irreplaceable,I'm stuffy but liberate, fickle but faithful, loves to laugh, loves to cuddle, rarely shout but I'm violent when coerced. My life is always dull. I value ones inner personality than their cover, I can be cocky at times but you can expect me to apologize. Frankly I'm not a devil. I'm an angel in disguise. I see myself just like any normal and ordinary people around me. I'm a dreamer and I want to share my aspirations with people who's dreams is as big as mine. Dreamer as I claim to be, but undoubtedly find satisfaction in simple things. To reveal my dark side, I can be a total bitch to people who piss me off. But then I have a soft spot that resides within me, I may be brutally frank at times, but it's just my way of getting people back in reality. Amidst all of these, I am still human and I am sweet, loving and caring in my own way.
i am willing to compromise to make things work
high pain tolerance
some may find me a pathetic one
i can be a total loner even though, im an extrovert type of person
i love my bessy's, mare and pare
music keeps me (in) sane
i'm sorry, i think i'm paranoid
i think a lot, i doodle a lot
writing down how I feel somehow makes me feel in control
i'm friendly
i'm a coffee lover
someone you can be easily close with
person who always strike a conversation
being malditah is natural to me
loves numbers 2, 7, 15, 16 and 27
a PURPLE, pink and apple green addict
has penchant for butterflies and stars
abhors plastics, perverts, backstabbers
addicted to OL games
i am called "baby d" or "bebe dee" by my officemates
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Monday, November 2, 2009 @ 2:01 AM I am thoroughly depressed. And who am I to tell, when you you always say that this is my fault and I am the one who landed myself in this mess but still, you should help me in some of my problems. It is YOU that I'm supposed to lean on, not on anything or anyone else, but you are nowhere to be found and yet you have deserted me. I am alone in my pain, as you have chosen to stay away from me.
I know that we agreed not to speak of this to anyone, but I just had to--I'm sorry... what was I supposed to do? Sit all by myself and wallow in self-pity, humiliation, fear, and God knows what else? Of course I would need someone to talk to about this! Because you're not there! You say that you won't run out on me... and yet you already have.
I am struggling in so much pain right now, I don't even know how will I start. How can it be so hard for you to understand that I need you though I have failed you. Just help me through this. I can be a better person, and I promise that you won't regret having me in your life. Things are so hard for me right now.
~EMO
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Tuesday, October 6, 2009 @ 2:03 PM After what happened in my relationship. I think that, what I want more than anything right now, is to become a BUM. I want to not go to school, with no one forcing me to go. I want to do absolutely nothing but sleep as late as I want, go out with my friends, and just be bored.
Yes, I want to be bored. I'd rather be bored at home with nothing to do than go to school and be even more bored there. The boredom that you get in school is far worse. You're already bored, then they make you think about things that you don't want to think of.
*sigh*
Summer... Oh how I wish it would come faster.
©copyrighted by www.miss-periwinkle.com
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Thursday, September 24, 2009 @ 2:10 PM This may sound gross... but my period is KILLING me. Really killing me. I even cried 'coz of the pain, and I've been biting everyone's head off since this morning. I kept getting pissed when people tried to make small talk with me--I have no patience for that, OK? My hormones are raging!
I feel a little overwhelmed right now. School is TORTURE. So much stuff to do and I'm still so behind on everything that I need to be doing!! Damn. So so so so swamped with work! I HATE IT!
On to other less stressful topics, I haven't blogged in awhile and it's so messed up 'coz there's so much to tell and not enough time or energy (on my part) to put it all in here. So anyways, maye I'll just share my new addiction. I'm currently addicted to K-POP especially with 2ne1, Big Bang and Si Won and Hee Chul of Suju. They are so talented. Coolness. *I'll be posting their pictures soon!*
So, that's it for now, I know how pointless my post is. I'll prolly share more interesting things sooner. I promise.
©copyrighted by www.miss-periwinkle.com
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Thursday, July 30, 2009 @ 10:58 PM It's been reeeeally long since I last blogged, hasn't it? I've been so lazy--the only site that I update frequently is my Facebook, probably 'coz playing their applications isn't as hard as typing up paragraphs about what's been happening in my life, what I've been doing, thinking, all that crap. Haha. :)It's raining right now. I can't see how bad it is because there's a curtain blocking the view outside the window and I'm too lazy to stand up to lift the curtain and check, but I can tell that it's a storm--I can hear the continous, pouding beat of the water hitting our roof, as well as the roar of the wind. I think it matches my mood perfectly.I am pissed off. I have a headache, and I am pissed off. I didn't get enough sleep, and I am pissed off. There are so many things that happened to me. But then, things that happened to me are really heavy to share. I am really lazy at the moment, too lazy that I don't even want to attend any of my classes but I really can't skip any of my classes because I will have my MIDTERM EXAMS this second week of August. *SHIT* I don't actually know what to share. I'm at lost the the moment. But, I promise if things get better I'll be updating this blog. :)
©copyrighted by www.miss-periwinkle.com
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Tuesday, July 7, 2009 @ 10:19 PM I am a backslider and I know it. I can't believe how long I've shut You out of my life--it's been so long that I'm ashamed to ask You back into it. The past few days I've been longing to feel You again, to pour out all of my fears, anxieties, and hurts into Your loving hands, knowing that it's the only way I can be set free from my own worldly hell.
I'm ashamed of myself, Lord. I wish that I could be like those people who are strong enough to live by You and Your Word, those people who are capable of keeping their hearts lit with a never-ending spiritual fire.
I am ashamed and want to be with You again.
All For Love
by Hillsong United
Album: Look To You (2005), God He Reigns (2005)
All for love the Father gave
For only love could make a way
All for love the heavens cried
For love was crucified
Oh how many times have I broken Your heart
But still You forgive
If only I ask
And how many times have You heard me pray
Draw near to me
Everything I need is You
My beginning, my forever
Everything I need is You
Let me sing all for love
I will join the angels song
Ever holy is the Lord
King of Glory
King of all
All for a love a Saviour prayed
Abba Father have Your way
Though they know not what they do
Let the Cross draw man to You
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