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I am Vhinnie, 19 years old. I am a girl gamer. (no shit) I will probably look at you funny when you tell a lame joke, then say something completely sarcastic in response. Most of the time, nobody can read me. You may think that I'm a bitch, but (hold on to your seats) I'M NOT. :) Love me, hate me, who the hell cares :D This is me and i love the way I am.

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Sunday, August 31, 2008
@ 8:33 PM

After not posting for more than a week and as usual I really don't know what made me busy. Whatever. For my come back post. Paranoid and Obsessed. This are the best words I can describe myself. I dunno, I am really paranoid. Paranoid to the point that I am being selfish. I hate myself being paranoid because I know that being paranoid and being obsessed is being immature. Ok, I admit I am being immature or should I say I am immature. But, I really can't help myself being one. It's really hard for me, I am trying myself not to be so paranoid and obsessed. It's killing me, it's drowning me! I really want to change for the better, I want to elaborate more of this problem. Honestly it's about me and my boyfriend. I know it suffocates him already, he is not complaining. But I know he is. Come on, anyone there who can give me advice? :(


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Wednesday, August 20, 2008
@ 12:21 AM

Love is as much of an object as an obsession, everybody wants it, everybody
seeks it, but few ever achieve it, those who do will cherish it, be lost in it,
and among all, never... never forget it.


Waaah, bakit kaya talaga nagiging obsession ang love? Hindi ko kasi alam kung obsessed ba ako, paranoid o possessive. I dunno, they say that my world revolves around my boyfriend. I admit it's true. [ Teka, sbi ko stop muna ako sa mga nose bleeding na entries eh. :) ] Ewan ko ba, siguro kasi sakanya ko na nasasabi lahat, since medyo malayo talaga loob ko sa family ko. Pakiramdam ko sya lang tumutulong sakin and yung mga kaibigan ko namang naturingan bigla kaong iniwan sa ere. Bakit nga ba kasi may love? Love, di ko alam kung paano ko sya i-eexplain eh. Kasi para sakin "Love is the most wonderful weirdest feeling." Ano daw? What I mean is, masarap nga sa pakiramdam ang love kaya sya wonderful. Pero bakit kahit ilang beses na tayong nasaktan, hinahabol parin natin si LOVE. Bakit si LOVE para satin ang pinakamasarap na pakiramdam. Weird diba? Hirap ma-inlove lalo na kung sya nalang talaga ang nagpapa-ikot sa mundo mo. Masakit isipin at nakakatakot isipin na baka isang araw yung LOVE na natagpuan mo yun ang MAKAKASAKIT sayo ng sobra. Obsessed nga ba ako? Alam ko siguro ang sagot sa tanong ko. Pero sa ngayon isa lang ang malinaw, madalas tayong mga tao sa sobrang pagka-gusto nating ma-inlove nagiging obsessed tayo. Pero masisisi ba natin ang mga sarili natin?


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Monday, August 18, 2008
@ 9:39 PM

Ang labo pala talaga magmahal noh? Minsan akala natin, pag binigay at isinuko natin ang lahat makukuha na natin yung pinakamasarap na pagmamahal na hinahangad narin. Pero mali pala, may mga pagkakataon na kahit lahat ibinigay mo sakanya may mga panahong hindi pala yun sapat sa pananaw nya. Minsan akala natin pag sinabi nyang mahal ka nya ibig sabihin naiintindihan ka din nya, nararamdaman nya ang takot mo na mawala sya. Ewan ko ba, masama pala magmahal ng sobra. Minsan kasi masakit din yung di tayo nagtitira ng konti para sa sarili natin. Pag-ibig nga naman talaga.


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Sunday, August 17, 2008
@ 10:46 PM

A faithful husband came home drunk, he doesn't know what was happening
around him. Upon going home, he directly entered the room and slept. Morning
came, with amazement on his face. Everything is in order, a tablet of aspirin
and a glass of water with a note
"Good morning hon, I'll just buy
groceries. Have your breakfast. I love you".
He was wondering why was that, so
he asked his son, "What hapened last night? Your mom should be angry?" Son
replied, 'Mom tried to undress you, but you said..... STOP, I'M MARRIED'



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Monday, August 11, 2008
@ 10:48 PM

Kanina pako nag-iisip, tapos na ako mag blog-hopping. Natatawa ako sa sarili ko kasi nasa ikatlong-taon na ako ng kolehiyo ngayon lang ako natauhan sa gusto ko. Kumbaga tulad nga ng sabi nila "hinahanap ko pa daw ang sarili ko". Kamote! Bakit kaya ngayon lang, haha. xD Pareho lang naman na eskwelahan daw ng mga Iskolar ng Bayan ang lilipatan ko. Kaya lang may malaking pinagkaiba. Kung ano yun, wag nalang. Ayoko ng issue. Lol. Ewan ko ba, dami ko gusto mangyari sakin bago pa man matapos ang sem na to! Hirap! Pero isa lang ang alam ko, nauntog na ako sa pader at di na kelangan ulitin ang pagkakauntog para gawin ko pa ulit ang mga pagkakamali ko. Alam kong, matino na ulit ang utak kong nagkaroon ng sapak. (Wish ko lang, haha.) Madalas, kelangan ko munang masaktan ng sobra sa mga maling bagay na ginagawa ko at pag nasakatan na ako ng sobra tsaka lang ako titino. Hindi ko alam kung bakit ganito ang takbo ng utak ko. Ang gulo ko talaga, sana matapos ko na yung essay ko. Post ko dito minsan. Kamote! Share ko lang yun tatlong race sa OL game na nilalaro ko halos lahat yata ng character ko mamaw na. Sana Episode 3 na, di ako mag-aatubiling mag-donate ng items. Na-miss ko na yung bessy ko na nasa US ngayon buti pa sya wala problema. Speaking of friends minsan pala talaga, di pwedeng poreber kang aasa sa loyalty nila sa pagkakaibigang itinatag nyo. Aaminin kong nasasaktan akong tanggapin na kelangan sa ganito magtatapos ang lahat. Aalis ako sa Unibersidad na kung saan kami nagkakilala ng hindi man lang kami nagkakaayos. Ayos lang, basta sana maging masaya sila. Malapit nakong magpaalam sa eskwelahan na unang pinasukan ko. Maraming ala-ala ang patuloy na tatak sa isip at puso ko.


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Tuesday, August 5, 2008
@ 9:01 PM

I do have so many things in mind at the moment. I am planning to transfer in another University. I am not contended in what I am studying. I dunno, I am really having a hard time at the moment. It feels like I'm lost, I really want to find myself. Btw, I don't feel good today, I am suffering from cold. Aaargh! I hate this!


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Sunday, August 3, 2008
@ 7:45 PM

From daily updating this blog, at the moment I am only updating this weekly. I actually don't know what keeps me busy the whole week and besides I don't even pay attention to my studies at the moment. There are so many things that I am thinking, I don't even want to see my friends at school already. For some reasons, I don't even see their concerns for me. They don't even text me on whats happening. Thanks to some of my classmates because they still have concern for me. By the way, I don't even care now although I can say that I still treasure them for being my friends. But, I think it's over now. I don't even want to be a plastic person. I am contented now, they are free to ignore me now. Because, I absolutely don't care.


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