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I am Vhinnie, 19 years old.
I am a girl gamer. (no shit)
I will probably look at you funny when you tell a lame joke,
then say something completely sarcastic in response.
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 Tuesday, April 28, 2009  @ 12:30 PM Oyeah, me and my boyfriend celebrated our 2nd Year and 9th Month Anniversary yesterday. Everything went fine. Though we had a terrible fight. I am glad that we are absolutely OK now. I must admit I missed him. Maybe, it's just that I am really PARANOID (as in, I easily get JEALOUS), I do always mess up and I am the one who always starts the fight. But, who the hell cares anyway? I promise to change for the better. I don't want to do the same mistakes again.
I LOVE YOU.OK so I think, I have to rant a little. Another blog post for my BESTFRIEND!
People tend to be so cruel. They don't even think about how their actions (un-actions) will or may affect other people. It sickens me.I wish I'd found out about all your shit earlier--while I could still do something about it. It's just unfair that I had gone so long thinking that you and I were perfect friends, when all the while you were doing that, and what bothers me the most is that I thought things were perfect--but I guess they never were. Why is it that we try so desperately to protect ourselves from pain, we forget to think clearly? Why is it that we ignore the incredibly obvious, just for the sake of keeping our lives in the utopian state that we think or thought it to be? It's like when you step on dog shit and the horrid stuff sticks to the sole of your shoe--without your knowledge, of course. As you walk on, the smell will start to creep its way into your nostrils--but you just ignore it. You don't want to believe that your very nice and very expensive shoes just got shittified... so you walk on. It is only when the smell gets worse that you decide to do something about it but, by then, you've tracked shit all over the floor, and there's more to clean up. I don't know if anyone else gets what I'm trying to impart but... if you do then... good for you.
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Friday, April 24, 2009 @ 4:55 PM
Oh yeah, I really hate lies. I do lie, I must admit. But with him, I seldom do. I wanna cry. Even the person I trusted the most seems to lie all the time. I don't know why I keep on asking same questions, I know it's annoying the hell out of him. But, it's hurting me. I feel like everything he say is full of lies. :'(
Dear YOU-KNOW-WHO-YOU-ARE,
I wish that you could just stop lying to me. You don't have to pretend. I want you to be transparent. You are hurting me so much already. I can see it in your eyes, you're lying. Like what I have said before "WHY PRETEND THAT YOU ARE INCAPABLE OF SOMETHING, WHEN IN FACT YOU ARE?" I really don't get it. I know, you're tired of answering same questions. But don't you just get it? I'll never get tired of asking you same questions until I feel that every single answer that you say is true. I'm also tired of hearing lies. I really do. I might give-up again.
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Tuesday, April 21, 2009 @ 10:49 AM
It's been almost two weeks since my last entry. I missed blogging so much. :'( My computer is not yet fixed, I can't even blog hop now. :'(Well, atleast last week was really a blast. Miss Anj already gave me her surprise (my own domain), my levouge friend Jogz owns a reseller already. He wanted it for so long, that's why I am happy for him. ♥ I also got the chance to be with him. ♥ I always enjoy his company, he never fails to make me happy. Me and my relatives also had a swimming spree. I really had fun, plus the weather is fine. I suuuper miss my levouge friends already. :'(Btw, I already changed my template. :)Tell me, how does it look?
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Wednesday, April 15, 2009 Sad @ 4:08 PM
Wow!I missed blogging already. My PC just broke down yesterday, I don't know why. :'( Well, it saddens me a lot cause I wasn't able to blog for one whole day. It sucks, right? Btw, I got a wonderful surprise from Miss Anj (miss-angel.com) I actually don't know how will I react with the surprise she gave me. I was really overwhelmed. I am also missing my LeVouge Friends. I really hope that my PC will be OK soon. Aaaw, my summer is really a bummer. :'(
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Sunday, April 12, 2009 End. @ 10:20 PM
Blogging is such a chore when there are so many things to write about and so many feelings to pour out. Nonetheless, I still want to do it--pretty much everyday I try to post an entry, but sometimes certain things are just too heavy (and too confidential) to put into something that I know almost anyone can read. I've written entries that I don't post here for that specific reasons.I've been on the edge this past week. Really on edge. There's this person whom I've begun to hate and loathe with such an intensity that it makes me wonder how we ever been friends--at all. I hate her, and I'm pretty sure she hates me, too. Never have I met a person whose personality is so opposite of mine that we clash like black and white polka-dotted dress with striped leggings. Dear Former Friend, You need to grow up, and so do I. I'd hope that after we've been through, you would somehow develop maturity and a sense of responsibility. Well, not just you--both of us. I'm still sad about what happened--very sad. It makes me feel stupid, because it was my fault too. So maybe you weren't there for me and you've been backstabbing me... but in the end, my irrationality and extremely rash decisions lost it for both of us. I guess that's the way you would've wanted it--don't pretend that you weren't slightly relieved and maybe a little overjoyed at what happened--but you have to understand that this isn't a video game that you can pause whenever you wish and play again when you feel like it. It doesn't work that way, because there are my feelings to consider too. You've been rude and mostly very untruthful towards me, and I wonder why, when you're FUCKING nice to everyone else.*
♥ vhinnie
I have faults--I know it. But this person? I don't think she does. I think she has neither a conscience nor the capacity to feel guilt or remorse.
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Saturday, April 11, 2009 messed up @ 11:49 PM
I am sooo fucked up at this very moment I am typing this entry. I'm not pissed. (No shit!) Mistakes, how will I ever avoid you?! Damn! My stomach is aching like hell again! Whatever, I just can't think right. I'm so messed up, disappointed and disgusted with myself. Mixed emotions, that's how I will describe the way I feel now. I hate MYSELF! I really do. (Who the hell cares anyway?) I'll be leaving the INTERNET WORLD soon. :) Except for this blog. now what?! I can't think things clearly. Everything is so messed up. I hate it! I hate myself. If only I can pretend I can be so happy later when I wake up. But it's fucking hard to do.
I love it!
I am always happy.
DAMN!
Thanks though.
I still can't hate you. ♥
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@ 2:10 PM
SHIT. It is too HOT. I'm sweaty and oily now, just 30 minutes after taking a shower. (eek!) I can literally hear the oil seeping from within my fucked-up pores and spreading all over my skin. I've taken two baths already, but oh my GOSH it's too hot.I am bored. Stuck at home, nothing to do. I don't want to go out, because I think I should be recuperating from the vommiting spree I had a while ago.So, yeah! I have been pissed for 3 consecutive days. But, I am sooo happy now because I already found the best Online friends ever, LEVOUGE!According to Mr. Emmanuel Dela Cruz *LeVougeMan*:
LeVouge: is an act of doing something that you really like but having the courage of anticipating your acts and not dwelling for the consequences.***TAGALOG MUNA (para madama nyo ang tunay na kasiyahang nadarama ko, WTH?!)***Well, mukha naman related ang group namin kasi meron kaming gustong gawin pero since mababaet. Basta ayun! Ano ba yan, Emman! Nosebleed ako sa bonggang-bongga mong explanation about LeVouge. Ayun, nagsimula ang lahat sa private plurk ni Jogz. Ayun, puro kami tawanan e, amfufu. :D Ferpect Comvi talaga. (LOL) Perstaym kong OL group na sinalihan to, pero ayun lahat naman kami mukhang nagja-jive sa trip ng bawat isa.Pito kami.VHINNIE: ewan ko ba sino ba yan? saling kitkit lang yata yan. :DKHAI:ang lasalistang manyak daw. (LOL) haha, amfufu sissy levs totoo ba ito? mamaw sa cabal yan. :D uber lab ko to, matagal nadin kaming friends bago pa sya nahumaling sa cabal at bago pa mabuo ang *LeVouge*JOGZ:ang bonggang-bonggang pasimuno ng kalokohan namin. lab ko din to kasi uber baet na bata. mtalino di toh. HAZEL:ang napaka-ganda kong mare. aylevyu mare! mabait at labtim daw ni lhance? huwat? totoo ba eto mare?LHANCE:eto si lhance, emo. (//_o) pero sobrang baet na tao, caring yan. galing pa sa layout. :thumbs up:EMMAN:sya ang nagpasimula sa pangalan ng grupo, bonggan-bongga ang nose bleed na inabot ko sa description nya. balita ko, lasalista din. at ang fs nya, ang beyn! :DLORI:si lorin, sa FM ko din yan na-meet, mahilig mag-share ng tuts sa photoshop yan e. :D sya pinaka-tame samin. :D tahimik lang sya, unlike kami na wild. (LOL)***END***I am happy to have them, though our friendship started through PLURK. Funny, because we never thought that we will be happy talking with each other. I LEV YOU ALL, LEVOUGE!
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Friday, April 10, 2009 @ 2:49 PM
I do hate to admit that this past few days my blog entries are all full of hatred. I dunno when it's gonna stop. :D *evil smile* But, I guess this will be the last time. Forgive me.I have this friend who possesses a lot of negative traits and attitudes, but I forgive her for it (most of the time) and I try to just let all the things that she says and does slide, mainly because I understand that it's really not her fault because that's how she is, and I just have to accept her. And I do. (until I found out about her lies)Lately, however she's just been getting abusive. And irritating. And insulting. I just can't TAKE it anymore. I don't know what to do yet, but I guess I'll just see what happens in the next few days or weeks. ON TO OTHER THINGS.I need to rant a little more, so I will.I hate people who do bad things but try to cover them up by putting up facades. People who smoke, drink, or do drugs that act all holy and God fearing come to church time, girls that sleep around or change boyfriend as often as they change underwear that act all innocent and sweet, and people who seem so friendly and accomodating but are in truth vicious, back-stabbing liars.I hate it. Why can't you just be REAL about it? Why pretend that you are incapable of something, when in fact you are? Why act all innocent when you are as guilty as the rest of us? Just to save face? Reputation? Please. It's much more annoying when people see you of who you really are and yet you try to cover it up -- it just makes you look fake. You pose as this angelic person when you are in fact a whore.All of you just do me -- and everyone else, for that matter -- a favor: BE TRANSPARENT.*****OK, end of rant.*****Today as usual is effin' booooring. I still don't have anything to do but to stay in front of the computer for more that 12 hours. And yeah, I'm still suffering from this terrible stomach ache. Damn! Bummer! I want to enjoy my summer but how? Poor me.
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Thursday, April 9, 2009 @ 7:23 PM
To start this. I'm so fucked up today. I'm still suffering from this terrible stomach ache since last night. It's painful as hell! I'm sooo bummed up this summer.And yeah! I say we take all liars in this world and kick them off a cliff.No, wait. Into a bottomless pit -- very Spartan. ;)You expect me to talk abot this here, right? But, I won't. You are not that special. I won't give you the publicity of having your name here in my blog. No no no.LOSER lemme give you some advice, OK? If you're dumb enough to tell lies at least don't be as dumb as to let yourself get caught. And what's more, don't be denying it when it's so FUCKING obvious.I hate this. Now what? I'm pissed again.
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@ 12:15 AM
The world is so hateful and I hate it. I am pissed off -- so pissed off that I have to struggle to pretend that I'm NOT pissed off. I am SHOCKED, ANGRY, CONFUSED, ANNOYED, IRRITATED, DEPRESSED, HELPLESS, NAUSEATED, PISSED, DISGUSTED.And to think that all these things can be brought about by just one thing -- one silly, stupid little mistake. One stupid mistake in two different scenarios.First. It really sucks when someone tells you that you're stupid in front of your fucking face just because of one little mistake you've done. I really hate it! Second. I am texting with this guy a while ago and I asked something. I guess my question annoyed the hell out of him. I already said sorry, but he just won't listen. Now what? Does he expect me to cry while saying sorry. What does he want me to do?Forgive me for the words I used. I don't want to sound rude, but it's just that I'm really pissed. I dunno, I'm acting weird again. I JUST HATE MY LIFE. Darn!
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Wednesday, April 8, 2009 @ 11:57 PM
It's really hard to be unappreciated sometimes. People tend to be shallow. All that matters to them is what they can see physically, but they don't care about who you truly are or what you're capable of. It sucks when you just sort of blend into the background, forced to settle for mediocrity, especially when you know you're better than that. You know that there's more to you than just meets the eye. You know you have the potential. I'm not being pathetic. I know I also sound insecure about my physical looks, but hey! Let's admit the fact that some people appreciates you just because of your looks. If they don't like your physical looks, its too easy for them to judge you. Oh my! I guess I'm just tired of blending in. I know that i can do things aside from what people know I can do. There's so much more to me than just physical attributes.
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@ 2:48 PM
Ok now what, boredom strikes again. :) I still can't believe this, I'll be spending my whole summer inside our house! Oh yeah, I can always go to the mall but I want some real nature-tripping. Oh my, I really feel boooored! By the way, I want to share this cute buttons Miss Anj gave me. Miss Anj is the owner of http://koreandoll.net.Check this out. :D
Aren't they lovely and cute. :D Thank you so much, Miss Anj. *hug*
So that's it. I'll be updating this blog later.
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Tuesday, April 7, 2009 >_< @ 3:34 PM
new problem again. i can't comment on my recent post.oyeah, i fixed it already. :] pwede na mag-comment. xD it's already compatible both IE and FF. :]
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Summer-bummer! @ 2:26 PM
Finally, I already finished my design for this blog. I really felt a big relief when I saw the outcome. Yesterday, I changed my template twice and believe me it really gave me a major headache! The first one was a rainbow-inspired sliding lay but it really didn't work well. So, I decided to change it again, and this is the outcome. I know it looks dull, but still I LURVE IT! ♥ I don't have anything to share as of now, because it's already more than two weeks since I am stucked here inside our house with nothing to do but to stay in front of the computer for more than 12 hours a day. I know it really sounds boooring, actually it's more that that. It sucks to think that I am spending my summer inside our house, and what really pisses me off is that I also want to go somewhere else and enjoy my summer but my parents won't let me! I think they want me to hang-out with *MR. BOREDOM*! Haha, well I guess there's nothing left for me to do but to enjoy my summer. Damn! I'm still thinking on how will I force myself to enjoy my summer. Aaaw.
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Sunday, April 5, 2009 untitled @ 3:07 PM
una sa lahat ano bang title neto? :]
well, ewan ko ba. etong mga nakaraang araw sobrang tamlay ko. nawala na yung kakulitan ko, hindi ko na maintindihan yung sarili ko. [emoness] haha, ngayon lang ako naging ganito, dati palagi akong nakatawa. ewan ko, hindi na ako yung divine na kilala ko. pakiramdam ko kasi sobrang dami ko pang dapat malaman. masyado na akong paranoid. ampupu. ewan ko ba. hayz, anu ba ike-kwento ko. ayun yung stay ko sa mga pinsan ko. :]
hmmm, masaya ako nung mga araw na yun. grabe, walang boring momnets nung kasama ko sila. kamusta naman kaya yung mga tawa ko nun. unlike now, ni hindi na ako makatawa. nagiging weird nanaman ako, minsan talaga bored na ako sa life ko. noon, may nagpapasaya pa, pero kasi madaming nagbago e. sa status namin ngayon, pakiramdam ko wala ng pag-asa yung relasyon ko sa unang lalake na minahal ko ng sobra, ang dami ng secrets na tinatago, masakit para sakin yun. hindi ko na yata kayang mag-tiwala ulit. oo minahal ko sya, minamahal ko sya. pero, i'm still thinking kung tama na ba ang pagmamahal para mag-hold on? (LOL) ang sakit isipin ng salitang minahal at minamahal bawat tenses na gamit sa salitang yan ay nangangahulugan ng isang pagbabago, pagbabago ng nararamdama at sa bawat pagbabago ng nararamdaman may kaakibat na sakit. [ano daw? ang lalim ng tagalog ko, nose bleed ako] ewan ko kung may susunod pang salita tulod ng mamahalin pa. sabi nga nung isang importanteng tao sakin na hindi ko ganong ka-close. "FREE YOUR MIND" hindi man yun patungkol sa iniisip ko ngayon, alam kong magagawa ko din playain ang utak at puso ko sa bawat sakit na naramdaman at muli kong mararamdaman.
EMO!
EMO ba ako?
hindi naman e. haha.
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webmistress
You can call me vhinnie or ine.
m0lecule is my most frequently used IGN.
I'm irreplaceable,I'm stuffy but liberate, fickle but faithful, loves to laugh, loves to cuddle, rarely shout but I'm violent when coerced. My life is always dull. I value ones inner personality than their cover, I can be cocky at times but you can expect me to apologize. Frankly I'm not a devil. I'm an angel in disguise. I see myself just like any normal and ordinary people around me. I'm a dreamer and I want to share my aspirations with people who's dreams is as big as mine. Dreamer as I claim to be, but undoubtedly find satisfaction in simple things. To reveal my dark side, I can be a total bitch to people who piss me off. But then I have a soft spot that resides within me, I may be brutally frank at times, but it's just my way of getting people back in reality. Amidst all of these, I am still human and I am sweet, loving and caring in my own way.
i am willing to compromise to make things work
high pain tolerance
some may find me a pathetic one
i can be a total loner even though, im an extrovert type of person
i love my bessy's, mare and pare
music keeps me (in) sane
i'm sorry, i think i'm paranoid
i think a lot, i doodle a lot
writing down how I feel somehow makes me feel in control
i'm friendly
i'm a coffee lover
someone you can be easily close with
person who always strike a conversation
being malditah is natural to me
loves numbers 2, 7, 15, 16 and 27
a PURPLE, pink and apple green addict
has penchant for butterflies and stars
abhors plastics, perverts, backstabbers
addicted to OL games
i am called "baby d" or "bebe dee" by my officemates
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Tuesday, April 28, 2009 @ 12:30 PM Oyeah, me and my boyfriend celebrated our 2nd Year and 9th Month Anniversary yesterday. Everything went fine. Though we had a terrible fight. I am glad that we are absolutely OK now. I must admit I missed him. Maybe, it's just that I am really PARANOID (as in, I easily get JEALOUS), I do always mess up and I am the one who always starts the fight. But, who the hell cares anyway? I promise to change for the better. I don't want to do the same mistakes again.
I LOVE YOU.OK so I think, I have to rant a little. Another blog post for my BESTFRIEND!
People tend to be so cruel. They don't even think about how their actions (un-actions) will or may affect other people. It sickens me.I wish I'd found out about all your shit earlier--while I could still do something about it. It's just unfair that I had gone so long thinking that you and I were perfect friends, when all the while you were doing that, and what bothers me the most is that I thought things were perfect--but I guess they never were. Why is it that we try so desperately to protect ourselves from pain, we forget to think clearly? Why is it that we ignore the incredibly obvious, just for the sake of keeping our lives in the utopian state that we think or thought it to be? It's like when you step on dog shit and the horrid stuff sticks to the sole of your shoe--without your knowledge, of course. As you walk on, the smell will start to creep its way into your nostrils--but you just ignore it. You don't want to believe that your very nice and very expensive shoes just got shittified... so you walk on. It is only when the smell gets worse that you decide to do something about it but, by then, you've tracked shit all over the floor, and there's more to clean up. I don't know if anyone else gets what I'm trying to impart but... if you do then... good for you.
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Friday, April 24, 2009 @ 4:55 PM Oh yeah, I really hate lies. I do lie, I must admit. But with him, I seldom do. I wanna cry. Even the person I trusted the most seems to lie all the time. I don't know why I keep on asking same questions, I know it's annoying the hell out of him. But, it's hurting me. I feel like everything he say is full of lies. :'(
Dear YOU-KNOW-WHO-YOU-ARE,
I wish that you could just stop lying to me. You don't have to pretend. I want you to be transparent. You are hurting me so much already. I can see it in your eyes, you're lying. Like what I have said before "WHY PRETEND THAT YOU ARE INCAPABLE OF SOMETHING, WHEN IN FACT YOU ARE?" I really don't get it. I know, you're tired of answering same questions. But don't you just get it? I'll never get tired of asking you same questions until I feel that every single answer that you say is true. I'm also tired of hearing lies. I really do. I might give-up again.
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Tuesday, April 21, 2009 @ 10:49 AM It's been almost two weeks since my last entry. I missed blogging so much. :'( My computer is not yet fixed, I can't even blog hop now. :'(Well, atleast last week was really a blast. Miss Anj already gave me her surprise (my own domain), my levouge friend Jogz owns a reseller already. He wanted it for so long, that's why I am happy for him. ♥ I also got the chance to be with him. ♥ I always enjoy his company, he never fails to make me happy. Me and my relatives also had a swimming spree. I really had fun, plus the weather is fine. I suuuper miss my levouge friends already. :'(Btw, I already changed my template. :)Tell me, how does it look?
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Wednesday, April 15, 2009 Sad @ 4:08 PM Wow!I missed blogging already. My PC just broke down yesterday, I don't know why. :'( Well, it saddens me a lot cause I wasn't able to blog for one whole day. It sucks, right? Btw, I got a wonderful surprise from Miss Anj (miss-angel.com) I actually don't know how will I react with the surprise she gave me. I was really overwhelmed. I am also missing my LeVouge Friends. I really hope that my PC will be OK soon. Aaaw, my summer is really a bummer. :'(
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Sunday, April 12, 2009 End. @ 10:20 PM Blogging is such a chore when there are so many things to write about and so many feelings to pour out. Nonetheless, I still want to do it--pretty much everyday I try to post an entry, but sometimes certain things are just too heavy (and too confidential) to put into something that I know almost anyone can read. I've written entries that I don't post here for that specific reasons.I've been on the edge this past week. Really on edge. There's this person whom I've begun to hate and loathe with such an intensity that it makes me wonder how we ever been friends--at all. I hate her, and I'm pretty sure she hates me, too. Never have I met a person whose personality is so opposite of mine that we clash like black and white polka-dotted dress with striped leggings. Dear Former Friend, You need to grow up, and so do I. I'd hope that after we've been through, you would somehow develop maturity and a sense of responsibility. Well, not just you--both of us. I'm still sad about what happened--very sad. It makes me feel stupid, because it was my fault too. So maybe you weren't there for me and you've been backstabbing me... but in the end, my irrationality and extremely rash decisions lost it for both of us. I guess that's the way you would've wanted it--don't pretend that you weren't slightly relieved and maybe a little overjoyed at what happened--but you have to understand that this isn't a video game that you can pause whenever you wish and play again when you feel like it. It doesn't work that way, because there are my feelings to consider too. You've been rude and mostly very untruthful towards me, and I wonder why, when you're FUCKING nice to everyone else.*
♥ vhinnie
I have faults--I know it. But this person? I don't think she does. I think she has neither a conscience nor the capacity to feel guilt or remorse.
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Saturday, April 11, 2009 messed up @ 11:49 PM I am sooo fucked up at this very moment I am typing this entry. I'm not pissed. (No shit!) Mistakes, how will I ever avoid you?! Damn! My stomach is aching like hell again! Whatever, I just can't think right. I'm so messed up, disappointed and disgusted with myself. Mixed emotions, that's how I will describe the way I feel now. I hate MYSELF! I really do. (Who the hell cares anyway?) I'll be leaving the INTERNET WORLD soon. :) Except for this blog. now what?! I can't think things clearly. Everything is so messed up. I hate it! I hate myself. If only I can pretend I can be so happy later when I wake up. But it's fucking hard to do.
I love it!
I am always happy.
DAMN!
Thanks though.
I still can't hate you. ♥
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@ 2:10 PM SHIT. It is too HOT. I'm sweaty and oily now, just 30 minutes after taking a shower. (eek!) I can literally hear the oil seeping from within my fucked-up pores and spreading all over my skin. I've taken two baths already, but oh my GOSH it's too hot.I am bored. Stuck at home, nothing to do. I don't want to go out, because I think I should be recuperating from the vommiting spree I had a while ago.So, yeah! I have been pissed for 3 consecutive days. But, I am sooo happy now because I already found the best Online friends ever, LEVOUGE!According to Mr. Emmanuel Dela Cruz *LeVougeMan*:
LeVouge: is an act of doing something that you really like but having the courage of anticipating your acts and not dwelling for the consequences.***TAGALOG MUNA (para madama nyo ang tunay na kasiyahang nadarama ko, WTH?!)***Well, mukha naman related ang group namin kasi meron kaming gustong gawin pero since mababaet. Basta ayun! Ano ba yan, Emman! Nosebleed ako sa bonggang-bongga mong explanation about LeVouge. Ayun, nagsimula ang lahat sa private plurk ni Jogz. Ayun, puro kami tawanan e, amfufu. :D Ferpect Comvi talaga. (LOL) Perstaym kong OL group na sinalihan to, pero ayun lahat naman kami mukhang nagja-jive sa trip ng bawat isa.Pito kami.VHINNIE: ewan ko ba sino ba yan? saling kitkit lang yata yan. :DKHAI:ang lasalistang manyak daw. (LOL) haha, amfufu sissy levs totoo ba ito? mamaw sa cabal yan. :D uber lab ko to, matagal nadin kaming friends bago pa sya nahumaling sa cabal at bago pa mabuo ang *LeVouge*JOGZ:ang bonggang-bonggang pasimuno ng kalokohan namin. lab ko din to kasi uber baet na bata. mtalino di toh. HAZEL:ang napaka-ganda kong mare. aylevyu mare! mabait at labtim daw ni lhance? huwat? totoo ba eto mare?LHANCE:eto si lhance, emo. (//_o) pero sobrang baet na tao, caring yan. galing pa sa layout. :thumbs up:EMMAN:sya ang nagpasimula sa pangalan ng grupo, bonggan-bongga ang nose bleed na inabot ko sa description nya. balita ko, lasalista din. at ang fs nya, ang beyn! :DLORI:si lorin, sa FM ko din yan na-meet, mahilig mag-share ng tuts sa photoshop yan e. :D sya pinaka-tame samin. :D tahimik lang sya, unlike kami na wild. (LOL)***END***I am happy to have them, though our friendship started through PLURK. Funny, because we never thought that we will be happy talking with each other. I LEV YOU ALL, LEVOUGE!
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Friday, April 10, 2009 @ 2:49 PM I do hate to admit that this past few days my blog entries are all full of hatred. I dunno when it's gonna stop. :D *evil smile* But, I guess this will be the last time. Forgive me.I have this friend who possesses a lot of negative traits and attitudes, but I forgive her for it (most of the time) and I try to just let all the things that she says and does slide, mainly because I understand that it's really not her fault because that's how she is, and I just have to accept her. And I do. (until I found out about her lies)Lately, however she's just been getting abusive. And irritating. And insulting. I just can't TAKE it anymore. I don't know what to do yet, but I guess I'll just see what happens in the next few days or weeks. ON TO OTHER THINGS.I need to rant a little more, so I will.I hate people who do bad things but try to cover them up by putting up facades. People who smoke, drink, or do drugs that act all holy and God fearing come to church time, girls that sleep around or change boyfriend as often as they change underwear that act all innocent and sweet, and people who seem so friendly and accomodating but are in truth vicious, back-stabbing liars.I hate it. Why can't you just be REAL about it? Why pretend that you are incapable of something, when in fact you are? Why act all innocent when you are as guilty as the rest of us? Just to save face? Reputation? Please. It's much more annoying when people see you of who you really are and yet you try to cover it up -- it just makes you look fake. You pose as this angelic person when you are in fact a whore.All of you just do me -- and everyone else, for that matter -- a favor: BE TRANSPARENT.*****OK, end of rant.*****Today as usual is effin' booooring. I still don't have anything to do but to stay in front of the computer for more that 12 hours. And yeah, I'm still suffering from this terrible stomach ache. Damn! Bummer! I want to enjoy my summer but how? Poor me.
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Thursday, April 9, 2009 @ 7:23 PM To start this. I'm so fucked up today. I'm still suffering from this terrible stomach ache since last night. It's painful as hell! I'm sooo bummed up this summer.And yeah! I say we take all liars in this world and kick them off a cliff.No, wait. Into a bottomless pit -- very Spartan. ;)You expect me to talk abot this here, right? But, I won't. You are not that special. I won't give you the publicity of having your name here in my blog. No no no.LOSER lemme give you some advice, OK? If you're dumb enough to tell lies at least don't be as dumb as to let yourself get caught. And what's more, don't be denying it when it's so FUCKING obvious.I hate this. Now what? I'm pissed again.
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@ 12:15 AM The world is so hateful and I hate it. I am pissed off -- so pissed off that I have to struggle to pretend that I'm NOT pissed off. I am SHOCKED, ANGRY, CONFUSED, ANNOYED, IRRITATED, DEPRESSED, HELPLESS, NAUSEATED, PISSED, DISGUSTED.And to think that all these things can be brought about by just one thing -- one silly, stupid little mistake. One stupid mistake in two different scenarios.First. It really sucks when someone tells you that you're stupid in front of your fucking face just because of one little mistake you've done. I really hate it! Second. I am texting with this guy a while ago and I asked something. I guess my question annoyed the hell out of him. I already said sorry, but he just won't listen. Now what? Does he expect me to cry while saying sorry. What does he want me to do?Forgive me for the words I used. I don't want to sound rude, but it's just that I'm really pissed. I dunno, I'm acting weird again. I JUST HATE MY LIFE. Darn!
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Wednesday, April 8, 2009 @ 11:57 PM It's really hard to be unappreciated sometimes. People tend to be shallow. All that matters to them is what they can see physically, but they don't care about who you truly are or what you're capable of. It sucks when you just sort of blend into the background, forced to settle for mediocrity, especially when you know you're better than that. You know that there's more to you than just meets the eye. You know you have the potential. I'm not being pathetic. I know I also sound insecure about my physical looks, but hey! Let's admit the fact that some people appreciates you just because of your looks. If they don't like your physical looks, its too easy for them to judge you. Oh my! I guess I'm just tired of blending in. I know that i can do things aside from what people know I can do. There's so much more to me than just physical attributes.
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@ 2:48 PM Ok now what, boredom strikes again. :) I still can't believe this, I'll be spending my whole summer inside our house! Oh yeah, I can always go to the mall but I want some real nature-tripping. Oh my, I really feel boooored! By the way, I want to share this cute buttons Miss Anj gave me. Miss Anj is the owner of http://koreandoll.net.Check this out. :D
Aren't they lovely and cute. :D Thank you so much, Miss Anj. *hug*
So that's it. I'll be updating this blog later.
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Tuesday, April 7, 2009 >_< @ 3:34 PM new problem again. i can't comment on my recent post.oyeah, i fixed it already. :] pwede na mag-comment. xD it's already compatible both IE and FF. :]
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Summer-bummer! @ 2:26 PM Finally, I already finished my design for this blog. I really felt a big relief when I saw the outcome. Yesterday, I changed my template twice and believe me it really gave me a major headache! The first one was a rainbow-inspired sliding lay but it really didn't work well. So, I decided to change it again, and this is the outcome. I know it looks dull, but still I LURVE IT! ♥ I don't have anything to share as of now, because it's already more than two weeks since I am stucked here inside our house with nothing to do but to stay in front of the computer for more than 12 hours a day. I know it really sounds boooring, actually it's more that that. It sucks to think that I am spending my summer inside our house, and what really pisses me off is that I also want to go somewhere else and enjoy my summer but my parents won't let me! I think they want me to hang-out with *MR. BOREDOM*! Haha, well I guess there's nothing left for me to do but to enjoy my summer. Damn! I'm still thinking on how will I force myself to enjoy my summer. Aaaw.
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Sunday, April 5, 2009 untitled @ 3:07 PM una sa lahat ano bang title neto? :]
well, ewan ko ba. etong mga nakaraang araw sobrang tamlay ko. nawala na yung kakulitan ko, hindi ko na maintindihan yung sarili ko. [emoness] haha, ngayon lang ako naging ganito, dati palagi akong nakatawa. ewan ko, hindi na ako yung divine na kilala ko. pakiramdam ko kasi sobrang dami ko pang dapat malaman. masyado na akong paranoid. ampupu. ewan ko ba. hayz, anu ba ike-kwento ko. ayun yung stay ko sa mga pinsan ko. :]
hmmm, masaya ako nung mga araw na yun. grabe, walang boring momnets nung kasama ko sila. kamusta naman kaya yung mga tawa ko nun. unlike now, ni hindi na ako makatawa. nagiging weird nanaman ako, minsan talaga bored na ako sa life ko. noon, may nagpapasaya pa, pero kasi madaming nagbago e. sa status namin ngayon, pakiramdam ko wala ng pag-asa yung relasyon ko sa unang lalake na minahal ko ng sobra, ang dami ng secrets na tinatago, masakit para sakin yun. hindi ko na yata kayang mag-tiwala ulit. oo minahal ko sya, minamahal ko sya. pero, i'm still thinking kung tama na ba ang pagmamahal para mag-hold on? (LOL) ang sakit isipin ng salitang minahal at minamahal bawat tenses na gamit sa salitang yan ay nangangahulugan ng isang pagbabago, pagbabago ng nararamdama at sa bawat pagbabago ng nararamdaman may kaakibat na sakit. [ano daw? ang lalim ng tagalog ko, nose bleed ako] ewan ko kung may susunod pang salita tulod ng mamahalin pa. sabi nga nung isang importanteng tao sakin na hindi ko ganong ka-close. "FREE YOUR MIND" hindi man yun patungkol sa iniisip ko ngayon, alam kong magagawa ko din playain ang utak at puso ko sa bawat sakit na naramdaman at muli kong mararamdaman.
EMO!
EMO ba ako?
hindi naman e. haha.
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