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I am Vhinnie, 19 years old.
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 Thursday, July 30, 2009  @ 10:58 PM It's been reeeeally long since I last blogged, hasn't it? I've been so lazy--the only site that I update frequently is my Facebook, probably 'coz playing their applications isn't as hard as typing up paragraphs about what's been happening in my life, what I've been doing, thinking, all that crap. Haha. :)It's raining right now. I can't see how bad it is because there's a curtain blocking the view outside the window and I'm too lazy to stand up to lift the curtain and check, but I can tell that it's a storm--I can hear the continous, pouding beat of the water hitting our roof, as well as the roar of the wind. I think it matches my mood perfectly.I am pissed off. I have a headache, and I am pissed off. I didn't get enough sleep, and I am pissed off. There are so many things that happened to me. But then, things that happened to me are really heavy to share. I am really lazy at the moment, too lazy that I don't even want to attend any of my classes but I really can't skip any of my classes because I will have my MIDTERM EXAMS this second week of August. *SHIT* I don't actually know what to share. I'm at lost the the moment. But, I promise if things get better I'll be updating this blog. :)
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Tuesday, July 7, 2009 @ 10:19 PM
I am a backslider and I know it. I can't believe how long I've shut You out of my life--it's been so long that I'm ashamed to ask You back into it. The past few days I've been longing to feel You again, to pour out all of my fears, anxieties, and hurts into Your loving hands, knowing that it's the only way I can be set free from my own worldly hell.
I'm ashamed of myself, Lord. I wish that I could be like those people who are strong enough to live by You and Your Word, those people who are capable of keeping their hearts lit with a never-ending spiritual fire.
I am ashamed and want to be with You again.
All For Love
by Hillsong United
Album: Look To You (2005), God He Reigns (2005)
All for love the Father gave
For only love could make a way
All for love the heavens cried
For love was crucified
Oh how many times have I broken Your heart
But still You forgive
If only I ask
And how many times have You heard me pray
Draw near to me
Everything I need is You
My beginning, my forever
Everything I need is You
Let me sing all for love
I will join the angels song
Ever holy is the Lord
King of Glory
King of all
All for a love a Saviour prayed
Abba Father have Your way
Though they know not what they do
Let the Cross draw man to You
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Thursday, July 2, 2009 @ 10:34 AM
Whoa!
After not blogging for almost a month. I am very sorry for not being active. I am quite busy at school. OK, so I really promise to update my blog like for twice a week. It's just that when I get home from school, I'm really dead tired. I want to finish my studies as soon as possible. Because, school is beginning to look like hell to me. Hell. Damn! Oh yeah, and I have like 3 homeworks to finish today.
On to other things. 25 days to go and it's our 3rd Year Anniversary. I still can't believe it. After so many fight-->break-up-->make-up we had grown accustomed to which is I hope after our 3rd Year Anniversary we'll stop these crazy fights that drives me nuts. Last night, I really couldn't sleep. I am thinking of what might happen to both of us. Are we really going to stay forever? I'm really a pessimistic person, as my boyfriend always say. I must agree with him. But you know, I just couldn't stop myself thinking so many fucked-up things that always makes me insane. Thinking about those things really clutters my mind. I do always mess up. Last night, I was like telling myself that I have to assess myself if I would really want to stay like that. Basically, I am the one who starts the fight most of the time -- but of course sometimes he commits mistakes too. I am really willing to change, but it's just not that easy. It still bothers me. I love him so much, and I don't want to loose him just because of my stupidity. But, he must also know his limitations.
I am really excited. I really am. We're like closer to a more serious and deeper relationship. I must say, even sometimes we have fights that sometimes make me say mean things like "I don't even want to be with you again, NEVER!" But, I AM VERY PROUD OF MY BOYFRIEND, I REALLY AM. He never fails to let me know how special I am, how he loves me, how he wants to take care of me forever. Though, as I've said when we are in the state of fighting, we both say those things. I know, both of us will get through those shittified fights. Specially me, I really have to lessen my immaturity. I LOVE HIM SO MUCH that I cannot allow myself to let him go and I won't forgive myself if I'll loose him. I'm not going anywhere, even YOU!
By the way, yesterday I have to go home alone even it's already late because my boyfriend needs to rest. So, something happened. I think every girl who's experienced commuting at least once in their lives would know that one of the hazards of it would be the exposure to manyak manongs and catcalling creeps. Y'know, those truck drivers, tricycle drivers, jeepney drivers, carpenters, kargador boys, security guards, etc.? The ones who say "Hi miss" or "Hi ganda" or some shit like that? Sometimes they just go "pssst" over and over again until you turn to look at them.
I've encountered countless assholes like this, especially near our school, and near my house. Pano ba naman kasi, diba... Where I live is, like, so ghetto. You get a smorgasbord of manongs loitering around, ogling girls. Like I said, mga karpentero at kung ano-anong driver. They come up to you in the streets or, if their truck/jeep/trike happens to pass you by while you're walking or standing on a sidewalk waiting for a ride, they slow down and stick their heads out of the window and yell all kinds of things at you. I once encountered a jerk near my cousins' house who, as he and his MANONG friends passed me on a sidewalk, he leaned a little closer to me and said "Hi Babes."
Putang*na, kadiri talaga. And the worst part of it is, you can't do anything. If you retaliate by screaming back or even just by looking at them, you are acknowledging them--and that's what they want. They want you to notice them, and you just cannot give them that satisfaction.
So anyway, to the guy who said "Hi Babes" to me, wala rin akong nagawa. I just screamed "Kadiri!" once they were about two feet behind me. And all the while after that I kept muttering and cursing at them under my breath--I was so ticked off. I imagined them getting run over by trucks as they try to cross the street. OH SHET sana lang talaga.
I was walking near our school yesterday, and a bunch of truck drivers were yelling stuff. They always do that to any girl that passes by. Since traffic was moving fairly well, I knew they couldn't stop their trucks and get off para habulin ako--so I shouted "Gago!"
It felt soooo good. And I wish I could have done more.
Konti pa lang 'yon, mga GAGO.
Haha. OK so, enough of this. It's too mahaba na. ;)
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You can call me vhinnie or ine.
m0lecule is my most frequently used IGN.
I'm irreplaceable,I'm stuffy but liberate, fickle but faithful, loves to laugh, loves to cuddle, rarely shout but I'm violent when coerced. My life is always dull. I value ones inner personality than their cover, I can be cocky at times but you can expect me to apologize. Frankly I'm not a devil. I'm an angel in disguise. I see myself just like any normal and ordinary people around me. I'm a dreamer and I want to share my aspirations with people who's dreams is as big as mine. Dreamer as I claim to be, but undoubtedly find satisfaction in simple things. To reveal my dark side, I can be a total bitch to people who piss me off. But then I have a soft spot that resides within me, I may be brutally frank at times, but it's just my way of getting people back in reality. Amidst all of these, I am still human and I am sweet, loving and caring in my own way.
i am willing to compromise to make things work
high pain tolerance
some may find me a pathetic one
i can be a total loner even though, im an extrovert type of person
i love my bessy's, mare and pare
music keeps me (in) sane
i'm sorry, i think i'm paranoid
i think a lot, i doodle a lot
writing down how I feel somehow makes me feel in control
i'm friendly
i'm a coffee lover
someone you can be easily close with
person who always strike a conversation
being malditah is natural to me
loves numbers 2, 7, 15, 16 and 27
a PURPLE, pink and apple green addict
has penchant for butterflies and stars
abhors plastics, perverts, backstabbers
addicted to OL games
i am called "baby d" or "bebe dee" by my officemates
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Thursday, July 30, 2009 @ 10:58 PM It's been reeeeally long since I last blogged, hasn't it? I've been so lazy--the only site that I update frequently is my Facebook, probably 'coz playing their applications isn't as hard as typing up paragraphs about what's been happening in my life, what I've been doing, thinking, all that crap. Haha. :)It's raining right now. I can't see how bad it is because there's a curtain blocking the view outside the window and I'm too lazy to stand up to lift the curtain and check, but I can tell that it's a storm--I can hear the continous, pouding beat of the water hitting our roof, as well as the roar of the wind. I think it matches my mood perfectly.I am pissed off. I have a headache, and I am pissed off. I didn't get enough sleep, and I am pissed off. There are so many things that happened to me. But then, things that happened to me are really heavy to share. I am really lazy at the moment, too lazy that I don't even want to attend any of my classes but I really can't skip any of my classes because I will have my MIDTERM EXAMS this second week of August. *SHIT* I don't actually know what to share. I'm at lost the the moment. But, I promise if things get better I'll be updating this blog. :)
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Tuesday, July 7, 2009 @ 10:19 PM I am a backslider and I know it. I can't believe how long I've shut You out of my life--it's been so long that I'm ashamed to ask You back into it. The past few days I've been longing to feel You again, to pour out all of my fears, anxieties, and hurts into Your loving hands, knowing that it's the only way I can be set free from my own worldly hell.
I'm ashamed of myself, Lord. I wish that I could be like those people who are strong enough to live by You and Your Word, those people who are capable of keeping their hearts lit with a never-ending spiritual fire.
I am ashamed and want to be with You again.
All For Love
by Hillsong United
Album: Look To You (2005), God He Reigns (2005)
All for love the Father gave
For only love could make a way
All for love the heavens cried
For love was crucified
Oh how many times have I broken Your heart
But still You forgive
If only I ask
And how many times have You heard me pray
Draw near to me
Everything I need is You
My beginning, my forever
Everything I need is You
Let me sing all for love
I will join the angels song
Ever holy is the Lord
King of Glory
King of all
All for a love a Saviour prayed
Abba Father have Your way
Though they know not what they do
Let the Cross draw man to You
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Thursday, July 2, 2009 @ 10:34 AM Whoa!
After not blogging for almost a month. I am very sorry for not being active. I am quite busy at school. OK, so I really promise to update my blog like for twice a week. It's just that when I get home from school, I'm really dead tired. I want to finish my studies as soon as possible. Because, school is beginning to look like hell to me. Hell. Damn! Oh yeah, and I have like 3 homeworks to finish today.
On to other things. 25 days to go and it's our 3rd Year Anniversary. I still can't believe it. After so many fight-->break-up-->make-up we had grown accustomed to which is I hope after our 3rd Year Anniversary we'll stop these crazy fights that drives me nuts. Last night, I really couldn't sleep. I am thinking of what might happen to both of us. Are we really going to stay forever? I'm really a pessimistic person, as my boyfriend always say. I must agree with him. But you know, I just couldn't stop myself thinking so many fucked-up things that always makes me insane. Thinking about those things really clutters my mind. I do always mess up. Last night, I was like telling myself that I have to assess myself if I would really want to stay like that. Basically, I am the one who starts the fight most of the time -- but of course sometimes he commits mistakes too. I am really willing to change, but it's just not that easy. It still bothers me. I love him so much, and I don't want to loose him just because of my stupidity. But, he must also know his limitations.
I am really excited. I really am. We're like closer to a more serious and deeper relationship. I must say, even sometimes we have fights that sometimes make me say mean things like "I don't even want to be with you again, NEVER!" But, I AM VERY PROUD OF MY BOYFRIEND, I REALLY AM. He never fails to let me know how special I am, how he loves me, how he wants to take care of me forever. Though, as I've said when we are in the state of fighting, we both say those things. I know, both of us will get through those shittified fights. Specially me, I really have to lessen my immaturity. I LOVE HIM SO MUCH that I cannot allow myself to let him go and I won't forgive myself if I'll loose him. I'm not going anywhere, even YOU!
By the way, yesterday I have to go home alone even it's already late because my boyfriend needs to rest. So, something happened. I think every girl who's experienced commuting at least once in their lives would know that one of the hazards of it would be the exposure to manyak manongs and catcalling creeps. Y'know, those truck drivers, tricycle drivers, jeepney drivers, carpenters, kargador boys, security guards, etc.? The ones who say "Hi miss" or "Hi ganda" or some shit like that? Sometimes they just go "pssst" over and over again until you turn to look at them.
I've encountered countless assholes like this, especially near our school, and near my house. Pano ba naman kasi, diba... Where I live is, like, so ghetto. You get a smorgasbord of manongs loitering around, ogling girls. Like I said, mga karpentero at kung ano-anong driver. They come up to you in the streets or, if their truck/jeep/trike happens to pass you by while you're walking or standing on a sidewalk waiting for a ride, they slow down and stick their heads out of the window and yell all kinds of things at you. I once encountered a jerk near my cousins' house who, as he and his MANONG friends passed me on a sidewalk, he leaned a little closer to me and said "Hi Babes."
Putang*na, kadiri talaga. And the worst part of it is, you can't do anything. If you retaliate by screaming back or even just by looking at them, you are acknowledging them--and that's what they want. They want you to notice them, and you just cannot give them that satisfaction.
So anyway, to the guy who said "Hi Babes" to me, wala rin akong nagawa. I just screamed "Kadiri!" once they were about two feet behind me. And all the while after that I kept muttering and cursing at them under my breath--I was so ticked off. I imagined them getting run over by trucks as they try to cross the street. OH SHET sana lang talaga.
I was walking near our school yesterday, and a bunch of truck drivers were yelling stuff. They always do that to any girl that passes by. Since traffic was moving fairly well, I knew they couldn't stop their trucks and get off para habulin ako--so I shouted "Gago!"
It felt soooo good. And I wish I could have done more.
Konti pa lang 'yon, mga GAGO.
Haha. OK so, enough of this. It's too mahaba na. ;)
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